Doors

I’ve lived the party scene. Been down the the fast lane. Lived for years working for the weekend to go out and party. Always looking for love and acceptance at the end of a bottle or the end of a line. Only to find lonliness again and again. Definition of insanity, “doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results.” Was I insane? YES. My doors in life I chose always lead the same place. Why because I chose to open them. There was a time in life I always had two doors to choose from, but after so long choosing the wrong door your eyes start seeing only one door. The saying that there is light at the end of the tunnel is true when you decide to open your eyes and see again. Meth started out being fun. Work all night stay up all day. Feel like a teenager again. Fountain of youth. It’s a very sneakie drug of its master that I call the devil. It consumes you without you even knowing until your in a pit of turmoil and distruction. I thank God everyday for giving me another door to choose just when I thought I was doomed forever. 6 years clean and I love living for the Lord. He has blessed me in so many ways. I always searched for love and I found it through Jesus Christ. I found love for my savior and myself. I am blessed now with my wife whom I thank God for everyday. My kids I thank God for them and bringing me from a bottomless pit to learn to be a good father and husband.  The doors I have in life now are filled with endless possibilities instead of possibilities of an end. Thank you God for sparing my life and opening doors everyday for me and my family. If I can ever be of help to anyone in need Please let me know. GOD BLESS.

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